A girly entry.... guys beware.

I am here typing on my computer because I am too lazy to write all this out. Ha, I love the speed of typing sometimes!

Okay, here is a good story. Listen up.

So, there is a boy. I like this boy. Through certain circumstances I now have surmised this boy might like me. Okay, this sounds so ridiculous...but there are good lessons to come, I promise. After surmising this boy liked me .... it was REALLY hard to guard my heart. I was living in anticipation. Being super girly and not being patient at all. I talked to a good friend today and that friend assured me that whoever God brings along for me, it will be worth waiting for. Now, I knew I would wait for this boy to initiate, if he decides to do so.... but the wait being worth it wasn't something I had quite considered. Waiting can be a joy, instead of just something to bear through. Affirming his manhood in waiting is worth it to me, whoever it is that decides to pursue me someday.


Also, I have realized that even if this guy likes me and never acts upon it.... God is trustworthy. God holds the hearts of kings in His hands. I trust His plan. He holds the heart of this guy in his hand and this guy trusts and listens to Jesus. If said guy is going to initiate something, it will be in His timing. If said guy never initiates anything, I am okay because God knows what He is doing. I think it was hard for me to overcome the fact that he perhaps likes me, yet may never do anything about it.... but even in that God is trustworthy. Seek first His kingdom and righteousness and all these things will be added to You.

God is trustworthy. God is good. I love Him!

Yay for being a girl and learning to trust God in waiting!


K-Rae